Phil Collins is facing one of the toughest chapters of his life. The music legend is now under round-the-clock care as his health problems continue, and he isn’t sugarcoating how hard it’s been. “Everything that could go wrong with me, did go wrong with me,” Collins admitted, laying bare years of pain and setbacks. What should have been a peaceful stage of life has instead turned into a daily fight—one filled with frustration, exhaustion, and uncertainty. For the man whose songs once filled stadiums, these last few years have been especially cruel, a reminder that even icons aren’t spared when life hits all at once.

“Everything that could go wrong with me, did go wrong with me,” the musician said